You know what would be nice? To learn the lesson that God provides and is in control and if He doesn't it's to shape, grow, and gain you for His glory and your good and you are not ultimately in control. Just a mere steward. To learn that lesson ONCE and retain it forever is my wish. I suck at that game.

On a happy note my new black pen that writes like a dream is changing my educational experience today. Oh and Brand New Eyes by Paramore is slowly growing on me. Thankfully.